this is an emo entry. be warned. but it's not really emo. just my heart pondering. I'm still the same as usual. :D
okay, so basically I went to sanlat the other day, and it was fun. although the sekompond + cabang one was funner but this one can count as well. I don't mind what it is as long as I have my friends and we have pure fun.
I put some photos in my facebook, if any of you don't know. :D
well some Alkhorians were also there; we got along well, they're as ribet as us and we can nge-klop~ (bahasa campur)
I went with andin's family to Al Ghariya. apparently my mom and dad had something to do, or other than that they can't survive the bitter cold near the beach. but it wasn't really that cold 0___0 don't you guys agree.
okay, so for the first time I actually thought, despite all the fun, that something's missing. like a huge chunk was gone and left, never to return. and will never come back. ever.
I never knew that it was the lack of a certain someone, who used to always hang around like a kid :D and i'm surprised to say that it's fajar. he's an irreplaceable friend, and I can't deny that. so it's only natural to miss him. though I have never felt it before 0____0
oh, and of course iwan too. he's a good friend. even though sometimes I dubb him as crazy. XD
I logged on into facebook as usual, and then my 2 old best friends from Balikpapan came on in MSN. we were just friends for one year, but we were inseparable. which made me lead to think, "what the heck happened between us?" because I didn't even bother to chat with them online. it made me feel stupid. it's like the past never happened.
so I guess it's true what they say; 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' and 'you'll never know what it's worth until it's gone'. I wondered if it will disappear as a past and never come back in the future. we might never meet again, and the time they went online are the only times I can actually talk. and I missed it.
I feel hopeless about it.
the last time we talked was a group chat, and that was months ago after the summer hols. I went to meet my best friend in malaysia, and he talked to me as if nothing ever changed between us. I was glad.
and my other friend, she's still in indonesia and most probably already kelas 3 SMP. she also chatted as if nothing has happened, as if our separation was nothing. and I was glad.
-unknown
3 peeps who replied:
OMG WHEN I READ TH 1ST 4 SNTENCES I THOT 'CANIA + EMO'??? THT DISOBEYS TH LAW OF PHYSICS. NO WAY. CANIA NO EMO.
n then i sholated n started t read.
gone and left, never to return. and will never come back. ever. - CANIAAA DNT SAY THT HE'S CMIN BACK IN 3 DAYS OK -cries-
N HE IS NT A KID.
i lol at th iwan sntence cz it luks as if u just put it ther cz u felt sorry for him.
gasp thts all abt th sanlat?! o___O;; *reads on*
CANIA HEARING SMETHIN LIKE THT FROM U WS SO TOUCHING!! T__T of course ull get th chance again! AMIN!
oh, n i cn assure u, bt i cnt promise, tht WE wont end up like tht. NO WE WONT!! =DD MOTHADOTA POWAAAAA
nice quote.
CANIA? EMO? CANIA EMO? NO
i told you i'm still the same. :D so don't worry. mayeb it's just because i've been so bored i had a lot of time to think.
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