worries and wonders

My sister blogged a lot these days. I have no idea why. And she's in the middle of her IGs. PHAEL

FIRST WORRY: I don't know whether to go on the UK trip or not now. My parents said if me and Carisa did they'd be stuck at home, which reminded me of the American trip. I felt a bit guilty. They deserve a bit of leisure sometimes, and now I'm worried. ><

FIRST WONDER: Because I was getting quite bored waiting for Naruto and Bleach to read, I'm reading Special A. IT'S SO CUTE! Usually Shoujo mangas don't really intrigue me (except Skip Beat and Vampire Knight) but S.A is just awesome. It's also heck funny. Carisa's getting tired of my laughs. I think.

SECOND WORRY: MY FARIKIN SECOND LANG IGs ARE TODAY and I am worried. YES I AM WORRIED. I don't know why. Halls make me feel so minor, it lowers my self-esteem. GYAA But let's hope I don't mess up. Amiin~

SECOND WONDER: I accidentally found in Deviantart about Nunnally's regret message to Lelouch. I think KL-chan posted it and made the video that came along with the soundtrack. it's so sad. Marsya you should watch it here. I should tell Ina and Ocha to watch it too.
I heard there was a Suzaku Version but I can't find it T_T
I was finding the Kagamine twins Regret Message song but instead I found that. it's a wonder in itself.

THIRD WORRY: On Saturday I have my piano concert. My very first. and I'm scared @_@ I only have one song to do, due to having others do it too (and better than me) but it's gonna be very scary. especially if lots of people are watching >< It's not at Maghrib, so it's okay. about... 5-6pm? hehe.

THIRD WONDER: I'm obsessed with Ai Otsuka now. Her song 'Cherish' was used for mikeinel's Draw with Me video. Since then I tried looking for her songs, and her 'Planetarium' one was used for Hana Yori Dango. :D
So yeah. Listen to Cherish. It's beautiful.

FOURTH WORRY: Recently I became too lazy to do any schoolwork. I don't know why. I guess I have no motivation. But going to Indonesia is one, and I wanna meet my friends in Balikpapan. They've been asking me in Facebook, and I don't want to disappoint them. @_@
But, will I go there?

FOURTH WONDER: Yesterday I went to Rani's house. Me and Dinda's family was there. Turns out Rani had many friends in the apartment she lives in, an I felt a bit jealous. here where I live, there's no one to play with. Unless if you count the guy beside me bedroom who keeps making noises all the time, no.
They were all really nice people. mostly Malay, but yeah. XD
And I never knew Bersetubuh dengan Bumi in Malay means Merayap in Indonesian. Not that i'm complaining, but...

FIFTH WORRY: from Rani's friend Lia, she told me that there was news that If a country opens Facebook the most, that country will be bombed. I AM FREAKIN SERIOUS. there's even the news. Her dad found it. At first she didn't want to believe it either, but after she saw the news with her own eyes, she accepted it. Considering a normal person wouldn't lie about this and facebook was made by a jewish person, it's not assuming too much. @_@
I'm scared to open Facebook now.

FIFTH WONDER: Because of the IGs, school became really deserted. Hardly anyone came, and some of my friends didn't come. I missed them a lot. and when I saw them on Saturday I felt relieved somehow. I know everything's gonna return to normal again, right? ^^

Craziness

Recently I've been into VOCALOID and Paramore. I liked Paramore since the American trip where my friend Sarah liked to nag about them, but it became apparent when I heard Salsa sing 'That's What You Get' at the Green Guitar and Lavinia singing 'Pressure' along with Adam and Arif during the Talent show. And after hearing the Paramore song (just now) in Adam's blog, I am really starting to like them. It may be like Hamzah's obsession with Melee?

Nah, not that extreme.
I shall download their songs at a later date. Hope it'll be soon. Any suggestions?

VOCALOID is a freakin synthesizing software. I am not freaking kidding you.
Many people mistake them for anime or game characters, WHICH THEY AREN'T mind you. They all have unique voices, especially the Kagamine's (despite having the same singer) and Hatsune Miku. ><
But, let's move on to my life.

I FINISHED MY BRONZE AWARD. HURAAY~
I am very proud of my professional blue book that is now sitting in my bag, waiting to be filled. Me and Saher finished our Bronze, Marshii still has a month to finish, and Siti has to re-do her skills. I feel sorry for her, but she can do it over the hols, I hope. Good luck Siti!

I met this VOCALOID fangirl from my Alkhorian friend Nabila whom I have never met but still we're buds. The girl's name is Anjanette (pretty unique) and she's pinoy, like Michah and Marc. SHE DOES NOT FOLLOW THE TRADITIONS OF PINOYS HAVING names that start with an M.
I haven't talked to her much yet, but I hope I will. ~ speaking of Alkhorians, I haven't heard of Fajria lately.

Today the yr 10 prefects were decided. Lily and Saher went in, so did Nisa and Marsya. awsome job guys >< I kinda wished that I applied too, but hey, I've got friends that already did. so no biggie.
I don't know about you Rawan, I haven't talked to you since first break. 0___0 you okay though? -crosses fingers-

IT WAS INA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY AND I FORGOT. DAMN YOU BRAIN.
I felt guilty that I didn't prepare anything for her, like for Farah's last birthday too. GRAAH. I am so stupid. Farah's card disappeared into thin air and I'm scared that one of my family threw it away. GYAAAA
But, happy birthday Ina! may I marry your brain?

We have to choose our DT projects for next year, and I've decided to do Display. It's half-advert and half-packaging, so I learn a bit from both. Pretty wise choice eh? HOHOHO.
At first I wanted to do Architectural Modelling but it's too precise to be my 'thingy'. Ina's drawings are always accurate and precise, making her want to do it. Her dad's an architect, so she can do it. How... uh... enak. yes, that's the word.

Ardinny is living here, as you may know from Carisa's bloggeh. I need not say more.

Syania likes my story. YAY! I feel okay now. I'm still taking Anty's and Hamzah's advice though, about my story. It's posted in Deviantart, but I may or may not post it here. :D -continues to post 2nd part-

I FINISHED ELDEST finally. I didn't have time to finish it before, but yes I finished it. SO SUSPENSING. I am so buying Brisingr if Hamzah does not finish his by the end of the month.

and that's enough for now.

This is for

I FEEL LIKE BLOGGING KTHXBYE.
I don't bother about the IA and Kerry's party because it just makes me nostalgic. and it can bring my mood down and i won't have the strength to continue this blog entry.

well, as you can see (well, some of you) I finally posted pictures on my DA. I guess photography club inspired me? it's a given. >D just a note that I will never edit my photos unless absolutely absolutely absolutely absolutely necessary. with me so far? :D
well one reason for that is because my Photoshop CS3 Extended (wau) is gay.
another is because i'm not bothered.
third is because I love originality.

well basically i'm blogging to celebrate Syania's happiness. :D you guys know what it is. I bet.
well in spite of that, I feel bad for Lily who just lost one of her best friends. don't worry Lily, we're all still here~
it's not like we're ghosts or anything.

I GOT A FEATURE IN DA. just read it in my DA.
I BE SO FARIKIN HAPPY RIGHT NOW.


SEEEE :D
-prances around the room like an idiot-