worries and wonders

My sister blogged a lot these days. I have no idea why. And she's in the middle of her IGs. PHAEL

FIRST WORRY: I don't know whether to go on the UK trip or not now. My parents said if me and Carisa did they'd be stuck at home, which reminded me of the American trip. I felt a bit guilty. They deserve a bit of leisure sometimes, and now I'm worried. ><

FIRST WONDER: Because I was getting quite bored waiting for Naruto and Bleach to read, I'm reading Special A. IT'S SO CUTE! Usually Shoujo mangas don't really intrigue me (except Skip Beat and Vampire Knight) but S.A is just awesome. It's also heck funny. Carisa's getting tired of my laughs. I think.

SECOND WORRY: MY FARIKIN SECOND LANG IGs ARE TODAY and I am worried. YES I AM WORRIED. I don't know why. Halls make me feel so minor, it lowers my self-esteem. GYAA But let's hope I don't mess up. Amiin~

SECOND WONDER: I accidentally found in Deviantart about Nunnally's regret message to Lelouch. I think KL-chan posted it and made the video that came along with the soundtrack. it's so sad. Marsya you should watch it here. I should tell Ina and Ocha to watch it too.
I heard there was a Suzaku Version but I can't find it T_T
I was finding the Kagamine twins Regret Message song but instead I found that. it's a wonder in itself.

THIRD WORRY: On Saturday I have my piano concert. My very first. and I'm scared @_@ I only have one song to do, due to having others do it too (and better than me) but it's gonna be very scary. especially if lots of people are watching >< It's not at Maghrib, so it's okay. about... 5-6pm? hehe.

THIRD WONDER: I'm obsessed with Ai Otsuka now. Her song 'Cherish' was used for mikeinel's Draw with Me video. Since then I tried looking for her songs, and her 'Planetarium' one was used for Hana Yori Dango. :D
So yeah. Listen to Cherish. It's beautiful.

FOURTH WORRY: Recently I became too lazy to do any schoolwork. I don't know why. I guess I have no motivation. But going to Indonesia is one, and I wanna meet my friends in Balikpapan. They've been asking me in Facebook, and I don't want to disappoint them. @_@
But, will I go there?

FOURTH WONDER: Yesterday I went to Rani's house. Me and Dinda's family was there. Turns out Rani had many friends in the apartment she lives in, an I felt a bit jealous. here where I live, there's no one to play with. Unless if you count the guy beside me bedroom who keeps making noises all the time, no.
They were all really nice people. mostly Malay, but yeah. XD
And I never knew Bersetubuh dengan Bumi in Malay means Merayap in Indonesian. Not that i'm complaining, but...

FIFTH WORRY: from Rani's friend Lia, she told me that there was news that If a country opens Facebook the most, that country will be bombed. I AM FREAKIN SERIOUS. there's even the news. Her dad found it. At first she didn't want to believe it either, but after she saw the news with her own eyes, she accepted it. Considering a normal person wouldn't lie about this and facebook was made by a jewish person, it's not assuming too much. @_@
I'm scared to open Facebook now.

FIFTH WONDER: Because of the IGs, school became really deserted. Hardly anyone came, and some of my friends didn't come. I missed them a lot. and when I saw them on Saturday I felt relieved somehow. I know everything's gonna return to normal again, right? ^^