Something's Missing

this is an emo entry. be warned. but it's not really emo. just my heart pondering. I'm still the same as usual. :D

okay, so basically I went to sanlat the other day, and it was fun. although the sekompond + cabang one was funner but this one can count as well. I don't mind what it is as long as I have my friends and we have pure fun.
I put some photos in my facebook, if any of you don't know. :D
well some Alkhorians were also there; we got along well, they're as ribet as us and we can nge-klop~ (bahasa campur)

I went with andin's family to Al Ghariya. apparently my mom and dad had something to do, or other than that they can't survive the bitter cold near the beach. but it wasn't really that cold 0___0 don't you guys agree.

okay, so for the first time I actually thought, despite all the fun, that something's missing. like a huge chunk was gone and left, never to return. and will never come back. ever.
I never knew that it was the lack of a certain someone, who used to always hang around like a kid :D and i'm surprised to say that it's fajar. he's an irreplaceable friend, and I can't deny that. so it's only natural to miss him. though I have never felt it before 0____0
oh, and of course iwan too. he's a good friend. even though sometimes I dubb him as crazy. XD

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today carisa went sick. she could barely talk in the morning and even when she asked for water she had to do it in a whisper. let's hope I don't get caught up that way :D amiin.
I logged on into facebook as usual, and then my 2 old best friends from Balikpapan came on in MSN. we were just friends for one year, but we were inseparable. which made me lead to think, "what the heck happened between us?" because I didn't even bother to chat with them online. it made me feel stupid. it's like the past never happened.
so I guess it's true what they say; 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' and 'you'll never know what it's worth until it's gone'. I wondered if it will disappear as a past and never come back in the future. we might never meet again, and the time they went online are the only times I can actually talk. and I missed it.
I feel hopeless about it.
the last time we talked was a group chat, and that was months ago after the summer hols. I went to meet my best friend in malaysia, and he talked to me as if nothing ever changed between us. I was glad.
and my other friend, she's still in indonesia and most probably already kelas 3 SMP. she also chatted as if nothing has happened, as if our separation was nothing. and I was glad.

that small chat was my treasure. even though it only happened once. this year. and 2009 is coming: will I ever get that chance again?

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I wonder if we will end up the same way.

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"Pictures have memories, whether happiness or sorrow, whether like or dislike. but it cannot beat a true memory."
-unknown

because i'm bored. :D

FULL HOUSE

Pick 8 of your friends that you feel comfy with:
1. nisa
2. hamzah
3. dhe3
4. syania
5. carisa (yeah I know right she doesn't count but she is meh sister)
6. tresa
7. dodol
8. UH. UH. -THINKS HARD- UDAH GHABOT AJA DEH.

the last 2 are random - I put them there for the sake of the prosperity of the house. (lha kok)

These eight people you just picked are stuck in a house with you for a whole year. There is no leaving the house at all until the year is completely up. If you had to choose a person for every question below, write down which person it would be.

There are four rooms, who would be in each room
-room 1 - me and nisa? :D
-room 2 - dhe3 and tresa
-room 3 - syania and carisa
-room 4 - hamzah and ghabot and dodol

If there was someone singing making your ears bleed in the morning who would it most likely be?
... carisa. -ebil laugh MUAHAHAHAH-

If someone was considered the dad and the mom of the house, who would it be
-grins really big until it reaches ears- nisa and dodol.

If you wanted candy really badly and all of the 8 in the house had some, who would you take it from?
obviously... nisa.

If someone had to watch you brush your teeth (every) morning, who would it be?
carisa. and syania. need I say more. oh and tresa. because she's so random she'd love to.

Someones caught on the phone all hours of the night, who is it?
DHE333. sama nisa. and maybe dodol? :D

There was two bags of chips bought at the store, but 20 minutes later they are gone. Who ate them?
i'd leave it alone to rot for the mice but most likely ghabot or carisa or syania or hamzah or dhe3 or dodol or tresa or nisa.

Someones caught singing in the shower everyday at 2 o clock, who is it?
:p GHABOT LAH.

Who would hate being in the house the most?
most likely dodol because he has none of his passy. :D

Someone took (brand spanking new) pair of socks that were never worn, who is the thief?
GHABOT. or maybe even tresa because she's so random she'd love to.

Someone swept all the dirt under the rug, who was it?
me and tresa because we're so random we'd love to.

If there was arguments in the house, who would be the ones arguing?
uh... carisa and me, ghabot and dodol? bwahhaah

Who would be the one missing their boyfriend/girlfriend that wasn't in the house with them?
... SYANIA. because there's no certain someone.

You walked down stairs in the middle of the night for a glass of water, someone is dancing on the table in their Leopard Thong, who is the crazy one?
GHABOT LAH. dodol is a good candidate. AND HAMZAH.

A pillow fight broke through, who started it?
dhe3. she looks the type. then me and nisa and tresa charge and fight back and the boys would get ready and launch from behind dhe3 and attack us. syania and carisa would dig underground and jump up to get them. SPARTAAAAA

Theres a marathon of your favorite tv show, what is it? And who would watch it?
uh. SHAUN THE SHEEP? NO WAIT BERNARD. NO EXCHANGE LOVE AND THE OTHERS WOULD GET SICK AND ME AND NISA WILL GO KYAAA.

Someone made a fort in the laundry room, who was the kid?
obviously tresa because she's so random she'd love to. (I GOTTA STOP SAYING THAT BUT I CAN'T RESIST) and maybe even me and carisa because we're random too.

There's a prankster in the house that put plastic on the two toilets in the house, who are the pranksters?
NISA AND DHE3 AND ME. then hamzah would clean it up. :D

The musics too loud, who turned it up?
NISA AND GHABOT AND DODOL AND DHE3. then my iPod will be racking up with japanese songs that they'll stop.

Theres a mouse crawling on the floor all over the house, who is the first one to scream? and who is the one to jump in someones arms? Who would be the one to kill it?
scream:- dhe3 syania nisa carisa. me and tresa would stare and say 'oooo'
jump in someone's arms:- dodol jumps to ghabot
kill:- hamzah kills it with a sapu then dodol smushed it because ghabot threw him off his hands and it so happen landed on the dead mice. hamzah survived the crush. (the girls say HURRAH)

Someones crying, who is it and what happened?.
me and nisa because we can't watch exchange love. XD

Who made pancakes in the morning and almost caught the house on fire?
CARISA BECAUSE SHE FAILS. and hamzah because he wanted to eat badly.

Who gets sick of each other the fastest in the house?
idk I am not them how would I know. :D but we all go harmoniously together ja?

Someones tanning on the roof, who is it?
hamzah because he wants to sweat and get kurus.

Who is the tallest in the house?
... is dodol taller than ghabot or shorter? :S dhe3 can be a good candidate.

Who is the shortest in the house?
CARISA. WAIT NO, NISA.

Who is the loudest?

me and tresa and carisa because we're so random we'll destroy the house. and when me and nisa fangirl over exchange love. and maybe even dhe3 and hamzah with their capslock convo's.

Who is the clown?
dodol. OR THE SPACE SISTERS. who are yours truly. :P

Who is the most respectful?
ME OF COURSE. -phael-

Who is the one you go to talk to the most?
nisa, tresa, dhe3, syania. and hamzah. and dodol. and ghabot. but most likely carisa because she is just liek zat.

Who's in bed first?
hamzah because he's a good boy.

If someone woke the house up with pots and pans, who would it be?
SYANIA AND CARISA. they'll annoy me and i'll kick them with kempo

Someone has the same sweater as you, do you get mad at them and who is it?
nisa and I don't get mad because it look horrendous on her and perfect on me. :B

You spilt ice all over the floor in the kitchen, who would be the first to slip on it?
HAMZAH. or nisa. but most probably I would :D because I love ice cream.

A year is over, who cries when its time to say goodbye?
EPRYWAN? wait nu we would be gay and go home.

american trip - second

so, just though i'd continue stuff about my american trip.

3rd day
uhh... wait lemme sort out what I did on this day.

oh got it. :D we went to NBC studios. it was pretty cool, looking at studios and seeing presenters present. (wth)
I also got to know that in reality , studios aren't as big as we see on screen. IT'S A SCAM PEOPLE. they have crushed my dream T_T
I felt like taking pictures but since it's subject to copyright we weren't allowed. dammit.

later on in the day we went to central park. IT WAS HUUUUGE. I promise you i'll post pictures of it later on. it's so pretty <3 style="font-style: italic;">how encouraging am I.
then since it was so cold and the winds were picking up, we went next door to the metropolitan museum of art.~
oh and while I was walking up the stairs to go in the museum, an old man beside me JUST FELL OUT OF THE BLUE. (no, not out of the sky, I meant he tripped so suddenly it startled me)

and he was bleeding. 0_____0

ms sabbagh ran over to the man and asked if he was alright. I think he was crying? idk.
the boys wanted to help him up but the police got him and we were left to go inside.

so, the museum wasn't all that bad, but the sculptures are vulgar that I had to close my eyes. :D some painting were like that too. what's with romans and greeks out there...
then after we went out, we found out that the old man that fell was just brought in into the ambulance. we spent a freakin hour in that museum and the ambulance just came? hoo boy.
and I forgot about the rest of the day :D maybe carisa or andin can give a better explanation.

4th day
so, this day... we headed to washington. we watched national treasure one and two on the bus, which tells us mostly about america. which was great. GO NICHOLAS CAGE.
this day was full of memorials and stuff so although I did take lots of pictures, it was pretty normal. nothing really special.
except maybe the white house and embassy row :D

now, we went to the memorials of lincoln, kennedy, jefferson and roosevelt. also the war memorials of the korean and the iwojima war. many statues and quotes, nothing special much.
oh, a fact: did you know that the National Mall isn't a mall where we shop? :D it's a place between the lincoln memorial and washington monument. there's a huge pool in the middle. i'll give a picture~
and it's also the area between the smithsonian museums and the capitol - washington monument. I forgot which one XD

we only got to see the white house from afar, which wasn't all that great since I wanted to kill bush with a shoe. :D and maybe see obama.
oh speaking of obama, I found the obama bobbleheads. -gubrak- I thought it didn't exist and yet there it was. scary yarr? there was also mccain but his bobblehead was scary so I didn't buy.

okay, the embassy row was FAAAABULOUS.

SO, it was all the embassies of the world; I couldn't count. THERE WAS INDONESIA SO IT WAS FAAABULOUS. :DDDD
it also looked better than the one in qatar. ah america <3

i'll post pictures after my camera's charged.


-TO BE CONTINUED-

american trip - intro

okay, so I changed my blog layout. pretty nifty yes?
thank god for XML documents. there are a few better ones but anyway they have been used by lots of people. (and this one isn't?)

well as most of you know, I went to the american trip and just came back about 2 days ago. and I just have one thing to say.
AMERICA IS SO COOL <3
although it was tiring and we had to walk more than 2 kilometres (-getshot-) it was loads of fun.

so, at the airport, we had to wait about... was it an hour... after we got in the immigration. the reason why was because some people got held up and interviewed because of their nationality. seriously, what the hell. the people who were checking our passports were scary @_@ it's like being in a police office. good thing I didn't get interviewed, or else i'd have a weird experience the first time I came to america in years.
New York looks exactly the same the way I remembered it. especially Little Italy.
we ate at this restaurant in Little Italy - an italian restaurant, duh - and the waiters were so gay. (gay in 2 different ways. XD) oh and:

Lily: the waiters here are so gay. (gay as in happy)
one of the waiters: *looks at lily and most possibly thinking 'I am SO not gay'*
Lily: *shuts mouth*

since here in Qatar we say gay as in happy, well in america it's different. DIFFERENT.
then after that we went on the bus back to the hotel, sorting ourselves out and sleep. I was one room with marshii and lily while carisa was with andin and these egyptian sisters. we slept in a hotel in New Jersey, which is not New York. -keeps mental note-

2nd day? pretty cool. we went to the ferry to go to the Statue of Liberty. on the boat it was DAMN COLD - I felt like dying. not to mention the fact when the big horn on the boat got off it startled us all. but I got used to it right after XD since i'm surrounded by loud voices all my life. -coughcarisacough-
then after we went to the statue of liberty we were dropped off into Battery Park, which we didn't have enough time for sight-seeing. and the group was separated because it was very crowded. @_@ so we walked into wall street (I finally remembered why it was called wall street - so many freakin walls honestly) and arrived at this harbor.

I shall call it Peking harbor for the fact that there was a ship called Peking there. lily was shocked and took many pictures of it. :D

then we had time to eat and shop for about an hour or so. I managed to buy a game which I didn't start yet, though I should. AND THERE'S NO FREAKIN SUMMON NIGHT 3 SJDFVBKJRVFKHBV.
there was only summon night 1 and 2 which I already have. dammit.
and so, we gathered in front of that peking ship and then it was our time to go. our bus broke down for some apparent reason and we had to switch buses. good thing I didn't leave anything on the last bus or else i'd panic. :D

then we had a tour of uptown, midtown and downtown of New York. we also saw ground zero - the terrorist attack site - and it was just a construction site, nothing special yet.
and I just knew that the north of SoHo is NoHo. ISHDHAKAL.
there was also a district in brooklyn called DUMBO. -ahhahahahahaha- it stands for... for... district umbala manhattan broadway order? :D
/getshot/

then we went to times square. IT WAS SO SHINY *0* AND I LOVED IT. too bad we didn't get to shop there or else i'd have no money left. (is that a good thing)

then after dinner we went to... BROADWAAAAAY~
we watched spamelot and it was so funny, although I slept for a while because I was tired. then I woke up during the gay scene. :D
when we walked out it was snowing. too bad it didn't cause sheets of snow the next day. T_T

-to be continued since it was 10 days and if I only wrote 2 days it would be just WRONG-

International Award

okay, so last week I went on expedition. it was pretty cool.
now, since it was liek a gabazillion seconds ago, I might not remember stuff. :D

FIRST.
okay, well school went okay as usual. me and my group were nervous about the expedition. well it was our first one anyway - so we were scared.
then 12:45 struck and off we went.

we didn't have time for lunch nor solat. D< but I managed to finish about 3/4 of my lunch before it was my group's turn to go. so yeah. we all put on our bags (they were FREAKIN HEAVY... or not) and off we went.
we arrived at the first checkpoint 5-10 minutes later. (LOL WHUT)
then we walked to the next checkpoint for about an hour? I forgot. :P during that time we complained about our bags and marshii was already complaining about her feet. -_-
OOH OH AND THERE WAS THIS SCENE when we were walking happily and gaily (IS THAT EVEN A WORD) and a freakin landcruiser was chasing us with 2 qatari peeps in it.
and so all 4 of us actually went into a formation and went the other waaay~ (excluding marshii who actually went to talk to them =.=) so because of her we found out that they were actually police and wanted to ask u to leave the area because 'important peeps' are coming. (UN anyone?)
my shoulders started to feel sore when we arrived at the 2nd checkpoint. when we arrived, we banged our bags to the floor. :D
and after a short break we went back to walk.

now, the way to the 3rd checkpoint WAS HELL. @_______@
it was the longest distance we had to travel. crossing 2 bridges, ignoring some indians who asked us for water on the way. I forgot what they said but I think it was...
'namibich'? :D 'nanimitch'?
well something liek zat.
anyway, by passing 2 bridges on the way and getting lots of honks and stares, we were almost to the 3rd checkpoint.
AND WE GOT LOST. 0_____0
well basically the part where we had to take the inner road we instead too the main road with lots of sand. we had to go back and take the inner road and reach the checkpoint.
we also met the boy's group of 5.. or was it 4... people. both groups reached the checkpoint safely. -nodsnodsnods-

then, we walked nonstop to the 4th checkpoint. if the 3rd checkpoint was hell, this was the pit of hell. =.=
the 3rd checkpoint was like waaaaaay over here and the 4th checkpoint was waaaaaay over there. (geddit? :D) and because it was a shorter distance then 2nd to 3rd we walked nonstop and no resting. the boys, on the other hand, rested a lot. lame. :P
when we arrived we took like a 10-minute break. hahaha. I almost slept from the tired-ness.
then, we took ages to find the campsite - I held the compass and it was dark, so yeah.
we just kept walking to the watch tower and when we almost reached we found it. BIG COINCEDENCE. haha.
not to mention it was dark and we were tired. 3 groups including mine arrived at the same time.
IT WAS HEAVEN *0* it felt like a huge boulder was lifted from me and I walked with a gay face to the campsite. :D

we just set up our tents and we ate immediately after me and saher went to pray zuhur, ashar, and maghrib. hayah.
the hot chocolate was good~ the joy of camping.
then the night was spent with this activity where we had to make up something like a morse code of our own and do it with our flashlight. we suceeded in all 26 letters and I still remember them all. :D
then all of the girl's groups did truth or dare in a circle and told some ghost stories. KEHEKEHEEKEH. then we all went to sleep. honestly, everyone was fast asleep until morning. guess we were that tired. XD
then the next day we just packed up and went home.
SCHOOL NEVER LOOKED BETTER HONESTLY. :D


and that's it. :P I don't bother going into all the details except the fact that we got more than 30 honks and waves and stares. or maybe even more. -hohohohohohohohohohohohoho-

funny convos during friday night

GAAAH I FORGOT TO SAY THIS.

first, I will have to say: CURSE YOU HAMZAH AND NISA CURSE YOUUUUU. >D (farah should get the blame too.)

well, I hate spoilers you know. and they were talking about avatar 3rd season and I WAS LIEK 'NUUUUUU' when they started talking about the last ep.
TURNS OUT THEY WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT HER ACTIONS OF FIGHTING AND THAT WASN'T MUCH OF A SPOILER

and so, that is how they tricked me. (LOH KOK? MOAR DETAIL PLS.)
then go to nisa's blog :D

then, heidi got shot. :D
(WTH I'M SMILING)

nisa's blog sums this up perfectly, but lemme add some stuff.

nisa: you know, haidy ditembak in 7th grade.
me & hamzah: WHUAT????
nisa (with a stupid cow expression): yeah. :D
me: HOW????? (hamzah emphasized this part)
nisa: well, it was at the library.

HONESTLY I IMAGINED SOMEONE BRINGING A GUN IN AND SHOOTING HAIDY AND MY MOUTH DROPPED OPEN SDJKBCEJKUVFHB

then, this cleared it up.
nisa: yeah by this dude ibrahim.
hamzah: who the heck is ibrahim? 0____0
nisa: don't you remember? ~
hamzah: so he shot haidy???? (emphasis)
nisa: yes :D
hamzah: WITH A GUN AND ALL???
nisa: NOOOO I MEAN DITEMBAK AS IN 'I LOVE YOU'
me and hamzah: -stares for 1 sec- OOOOOOH AHAHAHAHAHAH

there you go. :D
there are more but there are too many to list~ it was a very begadjulan night.

other than farah coming in without us knowing (except khalid toetoeotoetot) and me and hamzah guessing the song sang by lea salonga in the asian games (we were fired up XD) AND MORE, that's it. :D
if dhe3 was there there'll be more to list, iya ga dhe? XD sayang kamu ga dateng yah.


BERNARD.

friday

okay, there are 3 main things that I MUST talk about. :D

first, the morning walk. the air in the morning is so refreshing ~ since I have a balcony I feel it everyday but still I don't exercise much.
so, when I arrived at the corniche, almost everyone was already there. mostly muaither peeps. and yeah, they started the walk JUST AFTER I joined em. kehkeh.
we kept walking while taking pictures, then until the orry statue we all went back. the guys wanted to go on but we were told to come back for breakfast so yeah. when we came back, most of the mats were inhabited by grown-ups so we had to sit on the grass (still, it was shady :D). fajar and umar were sittin on a bench (lucky them =.=) and hamzah was being emo under a palm tree. ~
after we ate we just talked and did stuff. the isyna kids were climbing trees (excluding hamzah I think?) and me + the others just looked on em. khalid's pose on the tree was mantap. XD
the pictures we all took turned out great~ there was one where me and carisa did a cartwheel in the sunrise and we did the exact same pose midair. I think syania has it in her facebook? :D?
you shall see pictures in anyone's facebook about the morning walk ja peoples. I has no facebook and so I do not have a life. :D
I mostly hung out with nisa, dhe3, dinda, indira, syania and other peeps. <3 wait actually I hung out with everyone. bwhahaha.

okay, after the morning walk and we all came home at lunch probably. I arrived at 10 am and an hour later dhia came for a photoshoot. :D carisa and dhia did most of the photoshoot since I am not good at those kind of stuff.~ though I did one picture and that was that.
the burst photos were HILARIOUS. that was the only thing I regretted not doing. the rest it's okay because I think I am not photogenic XD
what was I doing? well, basically just playing this RPG called Ice and Dark. it's so sad T_T I finished it in 1 day. I got it off a forum where the community make the RPGs with this program called RPG maker VX. pretty cool eh? the games are amazing there.
eventually I joned the forum and my role is just a writer for the stories.
you can see the pics in whichever of dhia's places: her facebook, blog, DA... they're pretty cool I tell you. I am glad I have a photogenic sister. hehehe

the night following my mom and dad had a pengajian in muaither and so I went to nisa's house to do meh DT hw. it was a perspective room. ~ we promised that morning that we'd do them together 'cause we just needed to do em. :P
we started them after we randomly went to syania's house for no apparent reason. when we came back to her house hamzah was sitting on (on? I mean in front of) nisa's piano. then we decided the start working on the hw.
later on khalid and umar and farah tagged along. mostly me, nisa, hamzah and farah talked about random stuff. it was fun though XD
and I guess that's about it.

OH YAY KHR EP 107 IS HERE~
(omg how random)

AND WTH TWILIGHT THE MOVIE ISN'T COMING TO QATAR UNTIL FEBRUARY. WHAT'S DESU YO!

ZE KOLORGENIKUSU.

well, syania and dhe3 did this... so why shouldn't I? :D

Name: Cania
Date: 11/18/2008
Colorgenics Number: 12746530

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You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Your situation is such that at this time it is essential that you resolve your inherent problems immediately. You are not listening nor taking heed from your many friends and advisers, all of which believe it or not, 'wish you well'. Most of your colleagues feel that your attitude is out of context - an attitude of recklessness and desperation. It is imperative that some solution be found, but whatever you do, think before you act.

You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.

You are feeling extremely nervous and frustrated. At this moment you are impatient, erratic and irritable. It could be that you are not feeling that well at this time - possibly suffering from hypertension. You feel that the situation is threatening and dangerous. You are resentful that what you have striven so hard for is being menaced and you are at your wits end because you feel powerless to prevent it. You are fearful that everything can collapse on you like a pack of cards and that you could lose everything. You are unable to view the situation objectively. You are attempting to remove or minimise this threat but you are overextended to the point of nervous prostration.

You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.

... to be honest, this is actually true. XD but I am not an overly stressed person... entirely. schoolwork kills, you people know that. :P

skul fayah + other stuff

2 days ago was school fair. :D it was normal. though honestly last year was more fun, but I got experience in this year's skul fayah.

please do note that skul fayah = skul fire. /getshot

anyway, I got 2 balloons from mullineux's stall and got tresa twice and mr carver twice when I threw them sponges. XD
the french cafe was cool ~ great job dhia + farah.
most of the day I hung out with hamzah syania and afif but I got to talk with my school friends too. also my fellow indo-ers. kehkeh.

I brought muffins for my stall. :D

ANYWAY, MOVING ON PEOPLES.
how long has it been? more than the usual 4 days I guess. yesterday at saturday the whole day I was busy. kaifa was normal, we still begadjulan as ever. :P after that I got some time before I went to piano (to make up for my missed lesson on tuesday). apparently andin was there when I came - her mom was in the car; and at the end om susilo was in HIS car so dhe3 or rania must've been there as well.

THIS ISH BARY BARY IMPORTANT PART. (I need a penalty for having bad grammar...)
adam was there. *0* JHWFOWEBVFOGRY SRSLY I WAS KAGET.
when I finshed my lesson he was just standing there looking at the glass case upstairs and I almost tabrak him and I was liek 'whoa! oh hey' AND HE WAS LIEK 'hey' IN A BARY SMALL VOICE BUT JA.
carisa wanted my head when I told her that. -useshelpmiemote-
HATH I NO LIFE.

that's it. :D

oh speaking speaking (ngomong2 in boii language XD) my expedition is in 2 weeks ja and my american trip is a week later ja.
when that is all over I shall enjoy my whole month of winter vacation~ oh the joy of winter.

BLEACH IS COOL ASLIJDVHOWDJIBVEORYG. <<< oh hey there's an 'asli' in that epic typo.

motivation :D

I had too many things in school going on that I forgot to type about SBM. well, basically it was pretty cool. I enjoyed the presentation. some pretty cool stuff about paradigm. while I was amazed by it, andin and tresa said that there's this book about the seven habits or something, and they said it's amazing. I think it was andin that has the book, and I said that i'll borrow it from her one day. XD

almost everyone was there, and it was cool. I got to meet new friends and chat with the usually-friendly-but-not-really-our-gang people (including: ddol, boi, etc etc). elang was there too and he's chatty as usual. I chatted with him a lot with syania.

because of that experience we got to learn how different we are from other people, including our friends. and wth I am good at coaching? hell no. I suck at those kind of things :P
and there was a time when we were all eating and me, dhe3, hamzah and jihad were discussing school trips. dhe3 told me that george sampson's DVD will be released and I promised her that i'll buy it when i'm in the USA. :D now I have something else to add to my must-buy-when-in-USA list.
jihad also said the reason he joined science club was because of ms macleod XD I lol-ed.

not much to say as about now, but I am very certain that I phail at my end of term tests. i'll have to be ready for my mom's lashes of words at me.
and also, I started to read bleach. it is so hell funny and serious at the same time, I love it.
and KHR; DAMMIT WHY WON'T YOU HURRY UP AND AIR AND GET SUBBED. seriously the suspense of millefiore is killing me :x not to mention the secrets of arcobaleno.
naruto; even though now i'm only reading the manga, there's a new shock: kakashi. FHLIXBRJGOSIRUGHLSIUHG. -no comment about this one-
oh, and yay for shugo chara and vampire knight.
-has nothing to say about DGM except the fact that if you rearrange mr gray's name it'll be D.Gray-Man. haha. sarcasm not intended-

... I have a picture to prove it :D

this week, these school days

uh, apparently it will take too long if I summarise the week so i'll just do after school activities I guess. (can you actually resist typing EVERYTHING? -grins-)

I started chess in wednesday. it was pretty cool. me and marshii were having layout issues for the magazine and we stayed after school, dragging syania. and I had to stay up late at night to finish some. now I still got about 2 to finish, but anyway.
marshii somehow wanted to join the chess club, and I thought hey, why not. i'll join too. she was all gay and happy and I couldn't reject. ;P we were with syania and carii and hikmah. apparently they wanted to do music in the girl's break area, where the other guys usually hang out. I think the reason was you know who. carisa and syania insisted that they wanted to go there, despite syania's feud (lol feud. fight would be a proper word...) with fajar.
when we stomped into the girl's area I felt fajar's glare at me. scary as I was, I actually went (read: ran) to the library just to find something to read, then that's where I found the chess club. me and marshii laughed quite hard in there and mr johnson shushed us. ah well. then we joined in and marshii played with mr johnson (she lasted a whole minute against him. cool.) while indra then came in and I played with him. we were even 0____0 to our surprise. we didn't finish our game and it was time to go home. ha. he said we'll continue next week since thursday he had badminton.

at thursday I went to chess. indra told me it'll be better for me to go to badminton but since I didn't bring my PE kit I couldn't. so I went to chess. marshii had swimming with nisa.
I saw indra cream iwan and that's when syania and carisa came in to fetch indra to badminton. it was fun seeing iwan's frustrated look when he lost his 2 knights XD then indra had to go.
a minute later lavinia came in and played a game against this yr 12/13. then she went to badminton as well, I think. but judging by syania's entry, she must have.
then I played this year 7 dude while iwan played another dude. I lost, but he said I was hard to beat. the game between me and him took 30 minutes 0____0
then mr johnson fought this guy and lost. my jaw dropped. I think he was in my year... i've seen him with hamzah or somebody. though maybe I am wrong. during the match he said 'poon' instead of 'pawn', so me and the others laughed at mr johnson's comment on that.
what surrised me was that mr johnson wasn't scared to say mild bad words. like ass, and some things. it was a good game nonetheless.
almost during the end, mr johnson asked me to get the library keys from the front security gate. while I did, the football guys including fajar, khalid and hafiz came out to go home. at that time fajar glared at me for a while. I looked at my watch, pretending to check the time when actually I was scared. he looked away to talk to khalid and hariz.
then I got the keys and it was time to go home.


now, because of chess and my intention to join badminton, I have to go home at 2 every school day. @_@
well I might get something good out of this. :D
ciao.

the world is in our future.

I apologize for the slight delay of my blog entries. I have been very busy and had no time to do so. please forgive me. -bows-

OKAY I SHOULD CUT IT OUT.

starting the blog with a formal intro. looks like I got to used to getting ready for english exams. SATs preparations are hovering me somehow still. and now, here I am, doing IGCSE... -shudder- I'd hate to think that I might fail 100% if I do my IGs now. bwahahhaha.

recently i've been digging for piano sheets. i've found quite a few KH ones (they're pretty good *0*) and some fruits basket, some cardcaptor sakura. one naruto song, and you know what it is; sadness and sorrow. also requiem for a dream.
I felt the need to print it all out and put it all into my vacant piano book which I planned to use with bu dian. ah well. I shall do that when I have free time on my hands. :D though maybe I should print it out before my finale notepad expires.
.mus files are so profitable -touched- it can play the piano sheet on the comp, which means no need for .midi files.

now i'm starting to type without looking at the keyboard. or maybe I type too fast for my eyes to see, to the point it made me thinking that I type without looking at the keyboard. XD
I remember that there's some double keyboards in indo where you can type words and piano notes. get it? keyboards. (lol I fail.) I want it :3 it's useful when you wanna play computer and have to practice for piano lessons at the same time.

oh, referring to my title of the day; USA ELECTIONS. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE OH GOD LET OBAMA WIN. and don't let him get assassinated when he does get elected, mind you. I will refuse to support mccain, for various reasons:

1) he's old. old people die fast. who will rule america when they know he will die very soon? not convincing ja.
2) he's like a second bush. both from republic party, which means both are disaster.
3) who knows what he'll do to the middle east when he does get elected. scary.
4) he is old. enough said.

lol wth I am racist to old people. though actually I doubt horribly that he's anything like bush. I mean, people are different. so basically why I will not support him is because he's old. he should enjoy retirement and R.I.P.
but I prefer obama 'cause he's proven his point. :D it's about time someone like martin luther king stepped in. not becuase martin is a clergyman, but because he abolished racism (somewhat) in america.
which is why, people, don't be racist >:B

winter's coming. yaaay~ which means I get to get out my school sweater. it's warm and I like it XD

global warming sucks.

-off to read eclipse-

oh happy... days?

when was the last time I updated this blog? 0____0 must've been a long time since I did. too many things happening.

i'll just recall the fun parts of my 4-day hiatus. :D

1st: my sister went to IA for about 2 days and I got the room free for 2 days. I went like YAAAAY and had peaceful days.
2nd: RO; I haven't played it in a while so at about friday or so I played it again. I made an archer and had my merchant into a blacksmith. I really should train my monk 0____0
and at least make aeiri until level 99.
3rd: there was a virus roaming around msn for a while. I guess it started from dhia's friend, then dhia, then dhe3, then umar. and the latter 2 gave it to me but I didn't click the link. haha.
4th: well, I stole the tablet from carisa's comp and had a pchat with dhe3 and hamzah. well it was more of dhe3's curhat. me and hamzah intently listened to her rants since we told her it'll be better to let it all out. and she did. then we all go lega. XD
5th: school... not much to say except the fact that I have a major math hw which I didn't start yet. and we also had this chemistry project that we had to do.
6th: last night I went to nisa's house for that chem project. we talked, played piano, talked, check computer for more piano songs, talked, and did our project during that whole period. we managed to finish the posters before farah went home. we planned to show off farah's skill to hamzah but he missed it. YOU MISSED IT -JRENG-
man I still love saying that. XD
me and nisa regretted that we didn't record her playing. it was better than dhe3's fur elise *kyaa* no offense. :D
the five of us (me, nisa, hamzah, fadhli, salman) wandered around nisa's house. we did many stuff before I had to go home. random stuff I have to say 0____0
oh and I think I left nisa's home berantakan. sorry nisa >_<

and I guess that's it.
I seriously have to finish drowned wednesday and eclipse before tomorrow. and also my hw... @_@
-off to watch KHR-

haha. whut.

today was free dress day. I wore my hoodie which had spades on it, marking the S on my shirt. (but isn't shirt an S as well bwahaha)
apparently miss worsnop had a weird idea that we had to wear something that starts with Q.I.S. @_@

first lesson was biology. GRAAAH. we did nothing much, just a title page and some small notes. =.= I shall call miss basford as mr bastard from now on because everyone is calling her that. (srsly, even fajar XD) and yes, it's MR. she marked our previous bio test and she said everyone got a C and below except for 2 people who got a B. WHAT. her fault not able to teach us -_-
second: DT. double DT. first was with mr ward, and I finally finished my isometric phone. :D I coloured the aluminium blue that I said previously.
it looks good. kehkeh.
then after break, we had mullineux and he surprised us with a DT test. @_@ I think I did good on it, just I wasn't finished colouring at all. that could minus MAJOR marks. -panicks around room-
umm... next was PE. all we did was choose between basketball and pingpong. eventually I got sorted into basketball. and I realized that mr bonnar wasn't there.
then I remembered this scene in geography (mr carver wandered somewhere):

an ambulance came and brought a stretcher. everyone looked out the window and gasped (mr carver was still in the class fyi) and we made a fairly big commotion.
then mr carver chatted with us for a while then he went outside to do something. idk what.
about 5 mins after he left, we saw the stretcher coming back from somewhere. mr bonnar was on it.
we all scrambled to the window (this was totally true, we almost destroyed the class) and saw miss earl and miss webster and someone else I do not know of (lol what the hell) and miss earl was crying.
and then mr carver came in the class right after the stretcher left the school grounds. we all immediately said (shouted, actually XD) and demanded an explanation. of course he didn't know anything =.=

and that's it :D (what's with my overuse of italics.)
basically I just recalled that scene before I started to play.
next was chemistry. we only had about 45 mins of this apparently, and moved into the physics room in the girl's block. it's a nice room :D mii likey.
and we had an experiment to put sodium into water, and miss macleod put three small chunks just for the fun of it. XD
the rest of the lesson we just did periodic table stuff. the periodic song that miss worsnop showed us is still stuck in meh head. @_@ then it was time for our dreaded reports.
I got 2 satisfactory, 2 excellent and the rest is good. not bad, but I didn't really expect a satisfactory in math. and for some reason mrs ahmed said along the lines (when I asked her why) that she didn't see any potential in me to learn and I was like WHAT THE HELL.
I was visibly upset. I DEMAND AN EXPLANATION.
which is why my face was red after school. I was fighting back tears. T_T

then eventually I thought 'ah who cares' and stuffed my report in my folder. then I ate. :D it lifted my spirits up~ again.

after music lessons (I learned a new song :D) I chatted away with marshii, hamzah, syania and saher.
hamzah gave me his very random chat log with dhe3 right before he logged off. I LAUGHED SO FREAKIN HARD WHILE READING IT THAT I DISTURBED CARISA AND HER HW.
you two are amazingly stupid XDDDDDD -reads it again-

fyi, george sampson clothes are for him alone. not umar. XD

everything galore.

for some reason this week my head has been contaminated by books. (CONTAMINATED? I MEAN DRUGGED. WAIT THAT'S THE SAME. what's the word. ah - filled. :D)

speaking of which I have finished twilight and new moon. I hope nour brings eclipse tomorrow. so cool -kyaaa-
and just last week thursday I borrowed drowned wednesday from the library. (I borrowed a book about wednesday on a thursday... haha) and i'm still reading it. it's weird since I borrowed new moon on the same day which is obviously thicker than drowned wednesday but I finished new moon first. a mystery.
and why the hell is lady friday in the library while sir thursday isn't? curseeeeees.

oh since I am still a fan of george sampson I decided to check on his wiki. lol. and at the same time I saw the britain's got talent wiki. just realized they only had two seasons -glek- what a noob I am :P

for a start, this isn't a summary anymore. :D no long entries dhe3. bwahahahah.

still doing DT hw. I decided to draw a paopu fruit to show my love to kingdom hearts. ~and now I just realized I had drawn it for no reason at all. HLOL. guess you guys will be able to see it on the front of my DT folder one day. maaaaaybe~

now what happened at school... I haven't posted an entry in a while also so maybe i'll just write interesting stuff at school. XD
first of all, since I go home at 2 o'clock sunday-wednesday, I have to pray somewhere. yes, and I have found that place: the math storage room. I HATH NO LIFE. I forgot about the empty room beside the girls' bathroom in the boys' block. I thought they filled it up with old things D: guess I was wrong. maybe tomorrow *0*
second, I am having good grades recently. now it's A-C+; that's not bad at all :D A for math, B for chemistry and english. C+ for geography. yeah, this is starting out good ~ if only I can improve that C+; one more mark I could've gotten a B. -cries-
oh, and curse that biology test earlier -stares-
ah, and ICT and geo are fun as usual. mrs beauchamp and mr carver are the best teachers EVAAAR :D

now, one last thing:


it's a teaser trailer to half blood prince. I don't think it's the official one but yeah :D I picked this one cause tis funny. kehkeh.

off to my DT hw.

I like the sky after the rain.

wow, I am doing an entry without any delays. no more 2 days or 3 days late! (but who knows, I might start doing that again...)

today was tiring. in the morning my brain was half-asleep and I could barely stand up (no, seriously) and staggered to registration. then I couldn't sleep because my friends were talking about this new movie called eagle's eye which lily said was amazing. my eyes sparkled without knowing and I refused to sleep XD
geography was HILARIOUS. mr carver suddenly ranted about his childhood. he was bullied *gasp* and he said they destroyed his teddy which made the whole class boom into laughter. and it's amazing how he can change from that subject to the problems of water in the world. he said that one day in our lifetime, there will be a world war for water and food. you can't drink sea water, you'll die from the salt; then the only option is to drink your... ah never mind.
it turned that serious and we were all intently listening. amazing yarr? :B
in english we started watching animal farm. the opening was so depressing and thank god the bell rang before it turned out worse than now.

ah, this was another amazingly hilarious (and somewhat fast) lesson: ICT. mrs beauchamp was complaining that we do our work too fast.

mrs beauchamp: okay, put your USBs in and take out the wedding sheet from yesterday.
afrina (suddenly): miss, I already finished it.
joud: yes me too miss.
lina: yes me too.
mrs beauchamp: ... you know, you guys complain about being given hw, and when I say you don't have to do it, you guys go on and do it anyway!
mr watkins (he hangs around my class a LOT): -cough- nerds -cough-
mrs beauchamp: yes I know they're amazing right?
me: miss, weren't you just complaining?
class: yeaaaaah~ -laughs-

and she was the one complaining. XD honestly, this was funnier in my head and the actual event. excuse my poor expression skills~
ah, then at the end of the lesson:

leen: miss, what are you going to do today?
mrs beauchamp: well, pick up my daughter, then go to villagio...
leen: oh miss i'm going to villagio too! -grins-
mrs beauchamp: oh, great. (this part here had a hint of sarcasm XD)
leen: so what else miss?
mrs beauchamp: well, i'm going to mr watkins house for dinner today.
me: oh, seriously? -eyes sparkle-
mrs beauchamp: yeah, to celebrate ms peachy and mr johnson.
leen: OMG THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED????
class + mrs beauchamp & mr watkins: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

later on she explained that they were only going to celebrate their arrival in the ICT department. so much for leen's exclamation XD
when I told this to nisa and marshii they didn't react like leen did; more of how I reacted (when mrs beauchamp said that they would celebrate them, I didn't think ANYTHING like that until leen said it) and when I told it to tresa, dhe3 and syania, the latter 2 suddenly blurted out the same thing (tresa's was the same as mine).
though they do look cute together yarr? :D just realized.

after school carii went to celebrate marc's bday with the rest of the year 11s. they watched eagle's eye D: to be honest, after that discussion in registration, I wanted to see it so badly. guess it isn't my time yet >.>
I loafed around my room while waiting for kempo. when carii came home, dhea came with us and said that she has never come this early to kempo. nobody was even there yet and we were the first ones. XD you shall thank me dhea.

in kempo the isyna family came officially as students :D me and fajar said that it's fun seeing them still noobs. KEHKEH. no offense.
we learned more stuff and I must say that bams and fariz aren't really good teachers. -ebil laugh-
but later on they got used to it and taught us properly. hariz is, surprisingly, a good teacher. me and syania said that he's sensei hadi with a younger face. BWAHHAAHAHAH.
ah and at this point we talked about my dream I had last night.
note that this will not be as funny as if I showed it in real life, so there's no meaning to put my dream here now. XD
syania laughed SO HARD after hearing my dream and we couldn't concentrate because she kept laughing hysterically and eventually we had to get a bottle of water from all this laughing.
while we did that, syania recorded the noobs doing kempo stuff. it was funny -another ebil laugh-
the term noob is too harsh for them so I shall call them newly-hatched chicks from now on. :D?
and then we did some stuff and t was time to go home.

whew, feels like quite a long entry for only 1 day. it's been a while since I let myself loose and summarise a day. feels like a burden has been lifted :D
not much to as what I am doing now, just the same as last time. marshii is chatting with me about copyrights and she has some pretty good points 0____0 she should become a politician when she grows up, seriously. but when I told her that, she said that politicians are corrupted. -stares-

the sky after the rain feels so refreshing; it's like washing your problems away with all the rain and the result of it is feeling relieved that you have gone through that phase and then move on.
-me

music, music, ... chemistry?

ah, it's 2 days this time. or was it three? anyway I didn't write an entry yet which makes it all the same. looks like I have too much hw to actually DO a blog. or maybe too much reading XD

off to summarise my days AGAIN.

MONDAY
ah, what happened on this day... OH YEAH. at biology we were for some reason talking about twilight. my friend nour said a lot of spoilers which I did not hear (God bless) and it hurt my ears since I was blocking them to the point I can't even hear my own breathing. when she was finished and the spoilers were over, my ears hurt. @_@ my teacher said that could have been really bad. I should be careful next time.
after school I went to primary. it was for my IA service and I got gymnastics with marshii and marc. marc's pretty good at handling kids and marshii has a little sister so I gave the hard stuffs to them. -ebil laugh-
marshii also got this annoying little boy who says 'I can do this/that!' which makes me and her wonder if he doesn't have much attention at home.
kids have it bad these days 0___0
well, the gymnastics thing was quite easy (I learned a few stuff myself XD) and there was this cute silent kid named lana. she didn't interact with anyone and made me confused. @_@ so she was the one I talked to the most, and also the only kid whom I knew by name. :D
then we went home and that's about it.

TUESDAY
hmm... -thinks back-
ah yes. :D

I like tuesdays, I really do. double DT :D though one with mr ward and another with mullineux.
at DT we were supposed to finish off our isometric phones, and I forgot to bring mine which was at home being charged. I totally forgot that we were doing DT this day @_@ oh God.
eventually I lolled around doing nothing, just checking nisa and saher's phones and deciding with mr ward that I need his help on my phone.
if any of you have examined my phone, it has like an aluminium blue on the cover. that I do not bother to just render =.=
with mullineux it was sort of a free lesson, all our job was to finish off our final idea in isometric. since his room was empty he decided that if any of us wanted to help him decor his room we can just go ahead. so yeah, we all helped him (except a few other people and nisa). the huge collage of pictures on the billboard beside the door was my class' idea :D -felt the need to credit cause it was my class' hard work-
hey, we had to look through old dusty DT folders for 'em.

-jumps to school mag-
we had to do 3 things (whichever we want to choose, I guess): layout, poster (advert), and photography. I am doing poster and photography, while syania is doing all three, and I think hamzah is just doing layout. (are you? :D) and marshii is just doing poster.
andin said she wanted to do something about layout or photography-something, she told me but I forgot. and I do not usually forget. D:<
I hung out mostly in the photography section, and eventually we decided that we should take pics of any activity that's going on in the school.
during our poster meeting, me and syania went to see that stupid john mccain poster posted by (I am fairly sure) worsnop. I remember telling hamzah and nisa this when nisa was about to get water and borrowed money from hamzah. XD
then, while we saw that mccain poster, I saw eman and rawan wandering around taking pics, so me and syania tagged along (they were also in the photography). we took hilarious pics, and tried to take a pic of that venn diagram on the ground beside the hall. it didn't work >.>
this day was hell loads of fun. XD

TODAY (AGAIN)
ha. today was the day I got to borrow my friend's New Moon (sequel to Twilight) book. so far, so great. :D
BUT I HAD A CHEMISTRY TEST TODAY. @____@
it was hard-normal-ish, I could do some questions but some questions were also hard. me, nisa, farah, and afrina had to discuss it afterwards. it was that confusing.
oh yes, after the test, I saw hamzah wandering around in front of the class waiting for ms macleod, which at first I thought he was just stalking her. (lol)
pardon me. XD
then while we were discussing chemistry, I told something to nisa about inner shell and she panicked and thought she did it wrong so we went to ms macleod and asked her about it. when we came umar hamzah was talking to her about their classes (I think?) >>>>go to hamzah's journal to read more.
then after nisa confirmed she was right, she was relieved XD

after school there was the music club. as usual, there was nothing for me to do, for farah changed from music club to drama club (I saw a glimpse of her with saher reading lines in the boys block while me and syania took photos of the school) and I think her role was a robot. :D
me and syania took hell loads of pictures, and prayed in the newly-made physics room which I never go in despite that I take physics -curses o'neil-
idk why we decided to pray there, maybe because it was the only deserted room we could find? :D

note: I should buy a keyboard to bring to music club, srsly.

oh yay i'm done summarising.
now, i'm watching KH BBS and KH 358/2 days trailers. they're new upcoming Kingdom Hearts games, and i'm addicted to em. they're amazing *0* Xion looks JUST LIKE Kairi, except with black hair and blue eyes. and Ven is like a counterpart (or maybe twin/doppelganger?) of Roxas.
-hoh, a rant that no one would know about! :D
and, another trailer: Twilight.
I watched this so many times already that i'm addicted to it ~kyaaa~ I saw a glimpse of alice protecting bella but yeah.
-wow, another rant no one would know about. XD
MII WANT THEM ALL. NOW.

oh forgot one more thing: i'm downloading music sheets. KH music sheets :B they're surpirsingly good - the songs of course (what else?) and I also downloaded finale player notebook so it can read .mus files. really useful software, that thing. you can PLAY your music sheets on it. :D

-rants more about KH that you don't wanna hear-

-runs around room panicking about random stuff-

I HAVE NOT UPDATED IN 4 DAYS. A NEW RECORD? YES.
I have disappointed my fans. I am sorry -bows- LOLWHUT

anyway I shall have a quick update in what happened these past few days from my point of view.

THURSDAY
well, school came as usual; wasn't that bad after a long school week. it's also the day when I start kempo :D
OH YES THIS DAY I BORROWED TWILIGHT FROM MS SABBAGH.
that book is utterly amazing. >< what the. well i'm planning to buy it during my trip to america later on. hope I can. also with the 2nd and (possibly) 3rd book of The Alchemyst. God knows if we stop by kinokuniya during our stay in NYC @_@
Kempo was fun. since it was the first time right after hols, it felt a little awkward greeting ka esi and the others. but we blended in smoothly as usual. XD I also came earlier than the others.
but elang and fajar didn't come until saturday D: oh well.

FRIDAY
the day of freedom. :D I think on this day I went to villagio with dnf and andin, along with carii. we were shopping for stuff for iwan's b-day. we eventually ended with starbucks (hot chocolate replenishes stamina yu no) and we went to kompond by karwa. we almost got seperated into 2 karwa's but we lied and said that we were cousins. ALWAYS WORKS.
then dhea called and ngerayu ghabot to come home with iwan. so they could give iwan y'know.
since we were out of nasi we went to nisa's house. turns out she was out of nasi as well; evidently I stayed there until syania and dhe3 came, and we fangirled over GEORGE SAMPSON kyaaaaa~
he is so hackin freakin cool.
anyway, the boys came right after maghrib or something; I forgot, and they watched TV while we girls (excluding farah) were fangirling over george and watched other Britain's got talent people. the others are pretty good :D and Alex Lees as well. I don't think I need to explain :D
then later on after some watching and some playing piano, we went to dnf's.
everyone was there (apparently iwan and ghabot came already) and we started the party. full of eating, laughing, karaoke, and fangirling. (LOL)
oh yes, me and andin fangirled about twilight. EDWARD <3
the movie's coming out soon, and Robert Pattinson plays him (Cedric Diggory anyone?) and andin was kind of disappointed. well I work with anything :D so basically, I imagined Edward as him throughout the book.
well then the day ended with only me, carii, dnf, and nisa. then I had to go home so yeah.

SATURDAY
2 things: kaifa and kempo.
kaifa started on this day, and I was looking forward to it. :D meeting old friends that I can only meet in kaifa is fun. the first day we just talked about what our future lessons would be. it was interesting ~ but yeah there are always rules to the game, and so now we have class rules. @_@
after that we went home (duh!) and did the usual. but I read twilight until almost the end and then before I knew it, kempo came ('IT WAS ON THE GOOD PART DAMMIT GRAAAH' was what I was thinking).
today elang and fajar came, along with iwan (whut? I thought he quit =.=) and we started our sessions as usual. later on in the night the isyna family along with fadhli came to get a slip to join kempo and they were in shock (I think they were) when they knew that they would be in the child's class.
you peoples' fault for starting 1 year later :P
well then I chatted with farah, elang and fajar while the others were talking about other stuff. apparently I have not added elang on msn @_@ I keep forgetting dammit.
at home I continued twilight once more and then the attempt of watching DGM was too powerful to resist so I watched. -kehkeh-

TODAY
hoh. IA today. wasn't that hard, it was about the first aid during the expedition. it made me have goosebumps @_@ it was scary.
anyway, they said we would have to do practical stuff next week - which is kind of scary since I thought that someone had to literally cut their hand for first aid. then the teacher said 'no, we won't do that' and yeah. XD
my imaginations take me too far. :B
and so, I HAVE FINISH TWILIGHT. YAAAY~
it's uttely amazing and I shall read the last parts again. so suspensing @_@

and now for some reason i'm researching kingdom heart's wikia right now. idk why but reading about this makes me a bit nostalgic that I finished the KH2 game in only 1 week during my stay at indo; so it's making me want to play it again. I don't mind playing it again but Roxas hurts. T_T

and now, as my title implies;
-runs around room panicking about random stuff-

OMG.

again, I haven't posted anything in 2 days. seems that i've been too busy. :P

well tuesday was a normal day. there was the school mag. we had to turn in our articles and I felt something was seriously wrong when the meeting started; there were less people than the first meeting. there should be more though 0____0
maybe all the others were photography so they were supposed to take pictures? yeah, maybe that's it.

today was... DIFFERENT. I had english first lesson, just reviewing of what a typical IGCSE question would look like. it didn't look that hard to me, but I know the exam's going to be tough. I should be careful if not my mom would have my head if I get lower than a B in the IGCSE.
next was geography. this was fun :D as always. we had to learn about this landslide in 1966 about Aberfan, Wales. it was scary 0___0 about more than 100 kids buried in the landslide and it was all because of corrupted coal miners and their dump on top of the valley.
curse those coal miners. KEEL.
we also watched these funny vids. bush was in one of em but I didn't care. :P (OKAY I LIED.)
then math. I did 5 exercises in one lesson and that took the hell outta me. @_@ it was evidently okay in chemistry and macleod, since this time she gave us some fun stuff; making a graphite model (the atom structure or whatever it was called). she said the one my group made was good and she decided to show it to mr warrilow.
nisa you didn't do much -stares- me and farah did most of the work.
ICT was cool as usual. ms beauchamp told us to pick a topic in the software section and teach the class about it. most of the class taught things we already knew, and some I didn't know at all.
I teached the class how to hyperlink in a document. what surprised me was almost the whole class didn't know how to do that. I WENT WHUT YOU GUYS ARE IGCSE LEVEL.
apparently syania thought of the same thing XD

after school was music lessons. I went there only because carisa had guitar and my mom was busy. but it turned out that my friend farah brought her keyboard with her. she played for a while in the classroom (before mr bonnar told us to turn down the volume until we couldn't hear the piano anymore - that's when we moved out) and she was really good. I was amazed by her and she told me her piano level; level 7 in egyptian system. that might be as well level 5 in normal piano systems, and i'm still level 1. liek whut. me and dhe3 were amazed, along with ifa and indira.
since mr bonnar suggested that we should go to the other classroom near the soccer field, we decided to go there - meeting hamzah umar fajar and the others on the way. adi asked farah (who was bringing the keyboard along the girl's breaktime place) to teach him. she looked perplexed but anyway she agreed. XD
me, dhe3 and farah went to the class and it was full with boys so we didn't dare go in. that's when adi and hamzah tagged along. later on they seperated with us and went to the drum's place (well we did too; only to find that the drum place was DEAD CRAMPED. we decided to go back to the boy's resting area and there we put the keyboard on the wall which had a power thingy on it. coincedence? yarr.
that's where we self-studied for the rest of the day. it was fun and I got to sing :D and play DGM on farah's keyboard. I should bring music sheets next week XD

so that's it~ that lesson ended with hamzah texting me and dhe3 where we were. well your fault for hanging around that drum place :P

did I tell you that her keyboard wasn't as heavy as I thought it would be? XD

why oh why.

yesterday I never got to write an entry. having all 3 sciences in one day surely makes you kind of... :D?

anyway, I had IA after school yesterday while some of my friends went to English after school. man English IGCSE is a big ordeal, isn't it? I don't mind doing 2-3 IGCSE English though. It's not like i'll die if I fail my IGs.
in IA they talked about a lot of stuff. one of them was the Regatta Sailing Academy (which counts as a physical skill and expedition) and that speech was as boring as hell. =.= I just half-listened and apparently my mind dozed off somewhere (yes people; my mind wandered somewhere) and so yeah. my friend Kerry said she did sailing before and was the only one ever to do so out of the whole bronze-silver. XD
and she said she MIGHT do the expedition to Bahrain for bronze so she's considering.
I wonder @_@

today was a normal day. I was drowsy in the morning once more. not much to say about school other than having Mr Malley (note: business and accounting teacher) for substitute in Biology (replacing Miss Basford.)
I SRSLY THOUGHT HE WAS A BIOLOGY TEACHER BUT HE'S ACTUALLY A BUS STUDIES TEACHER. I WAS LIEK WHUT.
lol bus studies. we shall learn how to drive.
when I went home alone (carisa had prefect meeting) and settled on my bed, I just realized that sammy hasn't given me the interview sheet for abdullah. oh well, I might not do that biography. Since I don't even know him much. P:
now i'm doing the Shia LaBeouf one. Transformers anyone? :D
I also watched DGM and played RO and chat for a while. DGM is getting good. :D (you already read it for god's sake...)

oh yeah. dhe3 gave me this link while I was working on my biography. it was apparently about Britain's Got Talent show. (this HSJ fan called Kamichan likes that show and posts it in his blog often so I knew about it and wasn't surprised.) George Sampson and his 15-year-old freakin self is so cool *0* he break dances. oh god.
dhe3 you are a genius *kyaaa*

now off to finish my biography. it's not even half finished and I need to finish it for tomorrow.
mata ne!

change of mood

earlier today I was in a very bad mood since morning.

well I woke up at 9 this time - w00t - and did the usual and got online in MSN, RO, and here. then somewhat starting from this point my mood dropped down from excitement to frustration and anger; I don't want to tell you guys why.

when I logged on in MSN today suddenly ocha and syania begged me to go on RO; which kind of surprised me. 0___0 and then in RO we went to this place in juperos dungeon. I think it was somewhere along the line of machine factory or something.
we hanged out there for a while the fajar had to do his hw. from this point on we all seperated.
then I decided to go to gonryun for fresh sights (rather than dungeons and the very full prontera) and it lifted my spirits a little after all that killing. then my old friend kin came on along with his wife.
at the same time where suddenly 4 people chat with me at once; so basically I got my hands full with chatting. (not that I don't like chatting but I can't handle too much @_@)
then I looked at blogger and something here pissed me off a bit. don't feel like telling.

from this point I logged out of RO and said bye to kin and pie (his wife).

then I started to have this really bad mood, and I didn't feel like chatting and stuff (though I did go along with em despite my mood) and it started to get dark. around 4pm I started to continue where I left off with watching DGM. this lifted my spirits a bit but seeing Allen 'die' wasn't really spirit lifting and having Lenalee in a broken state surely didn't help. Lavi and Miranda lifted my spirits a bit and this cartoon segment with Allen and Kanda at the end. they made me laugh and smile. :D the magic of anime and their comic relief. (should give Bak-chan credit as well XD)

then from this point on it went kinda ugly. I started my hw about after maghrib and my dad showed up and teased me but I got mad at him which made my mom go ballistic at me and made my mood drop. -sigh-
sorry dad D: wish I could tell you why I was mad at you even though you were just playing around.

after isya we went to eat while watching Johnny Kapahala (such an old movie! this one's the 2nd one though) then this definitely lifted my spirits 100%. suddenly changed from bad mood to good mood here. good eh? XD
I wonder if it was the food.

then after eating I came back and watched DGM again while reading syania's entry. her entry made my day since it was kind of funny. (no offense about the kissy2 thang syania XDDDDDDDD -rofls-) and seeing that carisa saw from LJ that Scrap Teacher already aired changed my mood from worse to better. :D (it's a japanese drama btw peoples)

so that's it.

I still am pissed off about that certain something but it doesn't bother me now. I don't sulk forever you know! *0*
just it has something with bad language.


oops I think I certainly gave that away D: but don't worry, it doesn't bother me anymore.
ciao!

epic water-balloon fail.

i'm kinda pooped. @_@ but still it was a fun day nonetheless.

I woke up at 10am today: later than the usual 9am. honestly carisa should learn to wake up when her handphone alarm rings. (you didn't even try to do that same thing!)
then, we scrambled to eat, take a bath, and stuff. we even got some computer time which was good :D
since we wanted to go to kompond so we had to hurry up. oh well. MD was leaving today, plus marshii came also, adding up all my reasons going there.

so we came to the kompond at about... I think it was about 1pm? forgot :P (like I care what time I came there XD) and arrived safely at syania's house. when I came to the kompond there were cars lining up in front of auntie laila's house (is that how you spell her name?) and I saw dhea walking there with her weird freakin yellow shirt (vest, maybe. :P)
and so we played around in syania's house. I played RO with syania and the guys (umzah, fajar) and then while we were merrily killing merciless merman and phens there, MD told us to go to auntie laila's house since it already started.
so yeah, we left the guys with no tanker and no healer. BWAAHHAHAHA -ebil laugh-

when we came to her house, it wasn't as full as expected. HA! the indonesian open house was bigger :P
but there was lots of yummy food and sate. :D (what's with open houses and sate.) which I was gladly able to eat. it was delicious~ and the brownies. (again with your food obsession...)
after that we watched at DnF's house with everyone and marshii. then suddenly iwan ajak us to go to villagio. in the end, only carisa, MD, and dhea went with him.
after that I was wondering where carisa went. /getshot
seriously she disappered to villagio without even telling me and freakin left. I frantically searched for her after she left for about half an hour XD (EPIC LATE).

then we went to play outside since only watching was kinda boring. we went to nisa's house and stayed there until maghrib. me, marshii and nisa were discussing piano. and hamzah wrote the notes wrong on the DGM music sheet XD that made me confused for a second. (since I memorized the song by memory; in other words, I hear it all the time and memorized it by heart).
then it was maghrib and the guys went to the masjid (well at least I think hamzah did) and we girls went to anter marshii to her car. then we went to syania's house.
we stayed there until suddenly the door rang and ghabot was at the front door. (I shouted at the door - OPEN! - for nothing XD) and he was confused why iwan wasn't there.

I don't think I need to go into the details at this point on; it'll take too long. @_@

and so, after we all assembled in front of fajar's house, we took a ride on ghabot's car (well, at least I didn't; I started running beside the car) and that's when iwan and company came.

-blablabla- (useless babbling into details again!)

and so, we played water balloons. (THAT'S TOO ABRUPT A CHANGE OF SUBJECT!)
it all started with fajar and umar hamzah coming from the masjid with a pack of old lays (which inside was actually water balloons) and fajar threw it (one balloon; not the whole pack of lays) at us.
and it didn't pecah. EPIC PHAIL BWHAHAHAH
that's when I first got ahold of my first water balloon :D

then at some point in the game I hit umar and fajar with water balloons at their feet; which caused them to turn the whole pack against me. @_@ it was a game of survival for me and I ran for my life. seriously did ran for my life. (they chased me all around the kompond!) but still they didn't get me as much as they expected. -sticks tongue-
though ocha did get me at the feet. XD

we played water balloons until 8pm (or something; MD suddenly came and said she needed to go to the airport already T_T) and the isyna fam went home at this point or another. the rest of us (DnF, fajar iwan, nisa fadhli salman, and bs ocha md) stayed in front of fajar's house and talked about random stuff. it was that random XD but it was a decent conversation. (more like debating how to say RO stuff like agi or novice :P)
then fadhli salman went home before md syania ocha went to the airport.
we all said our goodbyes to md. (note: she hugged us all and we gestured iwan fajar to hug her as well. well they didn't D: man.)

then at this point on there were only a few left of us and we chat about random stuff. (dreams, indo malls, indo places, and suddenly into indo homes (?))
OH YES. I also accidentally asked fajar and iwan what kampung they live in; I'M SO SORRY! @_@ I feel stupid for saying that. (I didn't know they live in Bekasi :P)
then at some point me and carii went home and that was it.

oh now i'm currently seeing this stupid epic phail blog that marshii showed me. IT'S HILARIOUS. click here to see it.



THIS A RIDICULOUSLY LONG ENTRY BUT IT'S MY LIFE. -sings 'it's my life' by bon jovi-

-cling cling-

well, as you can see, this is my new template. i'm not sure if you can actually comment on this (seriously, I can't even check my own comments) but i'll give this template a try to see if it's good for me. :D

if not, then I have other templates to use. -kehkeh-

I got all my templates from HERE.

they're all really good templates, but they're all for the classic version of blogger; so you might as well enable that first before putting any HTML codes just yet. XD
you also have to customize your HTML code to make it as you like it.

I wonder if you can comment XP if you can't, tell me through msn and i'll change my template to a more convenient one. D: (aww man, I really like this one. oh well.)

find a good template ^^ (that is, if you want to. since templates from the blogspot are as boring as hell)

EDIT: NOW YOU CAN OFFICIALLY COMMENT.
oh listen to the song btw peoples :D it's nice. (from Tales of Symphonia)


:D

it's a whole new day

whew, today's the last day of school in the week. it feels like I got bailed out of jail (what the...)
I felt that bad in school. there were some moments that made me relieved I came back to school but that doesn't relieve me from hw stress -_-

anyway, today I finally got my ICT password renewed. I went to see Mr Curry (I wonder if that's how you spell his name? XD) and he wasn't there. second break I went to see him and he was there.
I thought, seriously where does he disappear and then 2 hours later appear out of nowhere.
it remains a mystery until this day :D (that's not even a mystery!)

anyhow, today I had an ICT worksheet. and it was hard. there were some words I have never seen before (foreign lang? :P) and there are some confusing IGCSE questions.
IGCSE, people. all those skidaddle and yeah.
I managed to finish half of the worksheet before the bell rang (and this was with my friends).
never trust a WAN because they kill you with questions. if you don't know what a WAN is, check the internet if you bother :P

what else. oh yeah. i'm continuing my download of D.Gray-Man. I didn't know the anime finished at ep 103! -hiks- oh the pain.
well, after that i'm downloading Vampire Knight, which I got recently obsessed in a month ago. andin got me into it; at first I thought it was lame and bogus but it's actually pretty cool :D
I recommend people who like vampires and humans put together in one school. XD (wouldn't that be really scary!? -getshot-)
and what happened to KHR? apparently ep 102 is not out yet. -checks d/l link-

OH YAY IT'S OUT! XDDDDDD

-d/l immediately-

anyway, off to put a picture for my blog. it's gruesomely empty. (lol gruesome)

ye gads.

finally, I made a new blog! it's been a while since I made one. :D

school is killing me recently. Apparently we year 10 have too much hw; more than we can manage. I am stressed. (what? you didn't even have hw today!)

so, to RO: I saw this website (something called Rune Nifelheim or something) and there was a description that the 13th ep (servers, not the animation -bwaha-) will have a 3rd class.
I SERIOUSLY WENT 'WHAAAAT?!!' when I saw the classes.

it's still the 3-1 classes (meaning only knights, hunters, priests, assassins, blacksmiths, and wizards) and they look so cool.
Archbishops (priests) are really cute, especially the female one. I can't believe i'll be that class one day *0*
Guillotine Cross (assassins) and Ranger (hunters) are also cool, despite the fact that their transcendent classes look cooler. (wth. ._.)


anyway, school mag; i'm doing a biography. biography. man, sammy gives me the impossible tasks. speaking of which, I forgot to put my questions in my USB and I forgot my ICT password. I am so dead XP
let's hope sammy doesn't get on a rampage and destroy the world! (nah, she's a grandma, she'll manage)



over and out.